i miss my swangers.
if my calculations are correct, i am technically supposed to be the furthest from naptown in the summer, yet i am the only one left in naptown. what gives? haha

You know those baby beauty pageants?

Where they dress up the little 3 year olds and they look super creepy? 

I was just thinking we should enter pledge in those. If she wins we could make a lot of money. 

She will have to learn a dance or something though. 

today, i helped gut a 39 inch fish. it was awesome. i identified the guts, assuming fish anatomy isn't too different from mammal anatomy. minus the gills and stuff.

i miss you truckers. i'm going to moon you all so bad!

I have a sister (and I'm not talking about you guys)

Okay, so last night I had a dream that my mom had a baby. It was so weird. I was like "What?! Mom, there is a 21 year age difference, don't you think that's weird?!" And she was like "ehh, no, I mean not really." and I was like "This is nuts! You're nuts!!" But then I saw the baby and it was soo cute. Her name was Michelle. Like the little sister in full house.

well...

well when stuff goes down and you are trying to cope with it and get over it, it is a lot easier when things make sense. trust me.

i think we find reason so that we can make sense of things. cause it's human nature to make sense of stuffff.


today at work, i rang out this guy who bought his perscription, which was $3 or so, and $200 in best buy gift cards. he paid with nine cvs gift cards of $25 each. apparently, he does this frequently. this is crazy! he is clearly scamming cvs, but i don't know how. maybe he just stole a pack of gift cards and figured out how to activate them somehow and make them all $25. anyway, i think i would be more okay with it if he was ripping off cvs to pay for prescriptions or if he was smart about it and didn't go to the same store every time or used it to buy toliet paper and the things people need that cvs sells. but no. this is all very intriguing to me. i mean, stealing is bad, and this guy is not good at acting like he knows what he is doing cause he gets all twitchy and nervous and stuff, but the whole thing is interesting/crazy.

Reason

Things don't happen for a reason; we examine our lives, what has happened, etc. and extract reason from it. It's how we learn and grow. We find reason where reason does not exist in order to change, adapt, and become the people we are--otherwise we'd always stay the people we were.